UPDATE: Some of you readers have really been paying attention because a few of you guessed correctly which number was mine. ๐๐ Others were close. I like to have a veil of modesty over me when it comes to these things, but once I've opened up to a man, that's a different story and then I'm more comfortable being forward with him. ๐
Also, a man sent this and wanted me to share: โI got a chick I used to fck with. She stopped fcking with me or whatever but I know she still feeling ya boy. Bet, if she come around with another [dude] I'm gonna take her right in front of him.โ โโ Ummmmmโฆ.Sir. ๐ Iโm confused. Is this something you wish the girl would do??? WHAT!!! ๐ I will admit this much and I cannot speak for all women, but a man that pulls me aside or away from another man is kind of a turn on. But wait Fellas, donโt go doing this to every and any woman. You have to at least be sure she still holds a flame for you. ๐ฅ (Note: I donโt like a controlling or jealous man, but I love a man who knows he wants me and won't let anyone else the opportunity.)
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Remember in Men Are Demons I mention that anytime a woman has her Chakras aligned, skin glowing, hair healthy, and waist getting smaller men always seem to pop up out of no where with, โWyd?โ โ Boy! I'm minding my business, stay away from me! ๐
Although, opposite of that, have you ever been around a man you are attracted to and not sleeping with, but with one right move you would ravage him, but you don't want to say anything because you donโt want to seem forward? Same. ๐๐ Sometimes I wish men could read our minds so we donโt have to seem like โwaywardโ womenโฆor is that just me? ๐ I'm so stubborn that Iโll keep holding on to my celibacy before I tell a man I want to do anything with him . If a man wants me, he better say something because I surely wonโt!!! ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฅด๐คฃ โ Iโm very disciplined in different areas of my life and this is one of them; due to this, contrary to how I may dress and how friendly I can be, I still donโt have a history of many partnersโฆFam, my sh*t is precious, everyone is not deserving of it. ๐ (Even if Iโm joking around and say โIโm going hoe-ingโ, I may come back home with a few new numbers in my phone, but NO BODIES! ๐ซ)
There is a part of me that's very strong willed, but there is another part of me that wants to be or does not mind to beโฆsubmissive. And Iโm not the only one. Remember a few posts back I mentioned there was a young man who took interest to me, but I decided not to mislead him even though he shown a few highly attractive ALFA characteristics? (Sorry ladies, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I played games with that young man).
Anyway since that time I got some private comments about how some of you would like a man to make the first move. Iโm going to keep this content rated โMโ for Mature, but the โRโ version will be in the Members Only section. I decided to throw in some of my wishes, but Iโm not going to identify which one is mine. ๐
I have this super fine trainer and every time we start our workout he helps me stretch out my body, his hand are on my waist, legs, all of that. I think he's attracted to me too but wants to keep it professional but just once JUST ONCE I want him to pull me into one of the changing rooms and _____ my _____ out. ๐ช๐ฝ
I donโt know how to say this a man but when we are out in public in front of friends and people we know I want him to show PDA and kind of nasty PDA like walk up to me when Iโm in mid conversation with someone grab my neck, whisper something in my ear and walk away. I want that move to let everyone know he doesnโt play about me especially in front of men who want me. ๐
I want him to record it while he's ____ it from the ____ and then I him to tell me to ____ his ____ until he ____ and record that too. ๐ณ
After an argument I want my man to tell me to shut up and he just does what DMX did to Keisha in Belly. ๐
Sometime I just want the dude I like to show up at my house and when I open my door he doesnโt say a word to but just pushes me against the wall and pulls my leg ____ _____ ____ and starts _____ me through my house. ๐
During sex I want him to cuss me out and call me _____ and _____. But Iโm scared he may judge me for it. ๐
If Iโm wearing a low cut dress at the club I want him to slide his hand in my top and start ______ _______ _______ ______ and kiss me while everyone is looking. ๐
I want this guy to grab me, look me dead in my eyes and tell me what he's about to do to me. And I want him to setup a ______ while he watches and tells the other girl what to do and how to do it. ๐ผ
I have a guy friend that is being too nice to me, but I donโt want him to be nice. I want him to take full advantage of me the next time we go drinking. But I want him to be kind of slick about it and not make it obvious and find a way to get me to his house or him come to mine but I want him to take all control of the situation. ๐
I want him to go all out one weekend and take me to a nice hotel where he pulls all my nastiness out and convinces me to do things I never did before like tell me to ______ and then still treat me like an innocent princess afterwards. ๐ธ
I have a friend who doesn't know I'm crazy about him but I also think Iโm not his type because I see the type of girls that be around him and Iโm not like any of them. He likes the young party girls who like to twerk and shake ass but I just like to chill. We hang out a few times and we have a good time together but just wish heโd tell me Iโm the only one he's worried about and to take home and so I can ____ ____ and ____ his ____ until he ____ ____ ____ ____ and show him what heโs been missing. โค
Iโve been lusting on a man for about a month. He hasn't made any moves. Iโm not ugly so I donโt think he's not attracted to me. I think he knows I want him but he's not doing anything about it. He might have a girl but I donโt want to ask him because I donโt want him thinking I want him if he doesn't already know it. But girl! If he ever calls me and tells me to come over Iโm _____ my _____ and iโm going over there and _____ on his _____ until I _____ in his ____ and then Iโm going to let him _____ my _____ out from ____ and let him ____ my ____ until itโs sore. ๐ค